2016 MOTHER'S DAY

MOTHER'S DAY REMAINS ME OF MY WONDERFUL MUM It's been years since she left dis planet to d world unknown. Just like yesterday but years have passed by dat I lost a wonderful woman I ever met, my encouragement, my cheerleader, my confident, my everything, the one who understood me and impacted my life so greatly. She did all she could for me nd younger one, she raised us as an useful person, u are my inspiration u told Us we can and will be great, ur soft words alone are enough for our meal but u still worked hard to provided for our daily bread when our daddy left us in ur hands. You are my rock, my guiding light, you are gone but the light u left behind still brighten our path.I'm proud and grateful to have been one of ur son, your first child and to have had d time with you that I had. I can remember, I sat with her in d last day of her life: I told her, MUM, everything would be fine but I didn't know that would be d last time I would held you for the rest of my life. You were so sick, in so much pain. You suffered from the pain for (7)seven days or maybe, I knew you were afraid to die because of the love you have for me(Titi,Kunle & joy). You went through the stage of death very slowly in pain and love. Yes, I can remember, the day before you gave up d ghost, you were served rice nd stew which was cooked by my sister, Titilayo. Very delicious meal the girl prepared that very day but you queried her that the food was salty and at the same time it was tastless which you refused to take then. I thought within me, is this not the end?. I cried and tried to help. I wish I could have taken care of you more than I did, I wish I could have done so many things differently, looking at you on ur sick bed make me felt I was passing through hell but I couldn't help. So painful I had no option, I watched her die. I used to crying like every time I thought of you mother, you promised to always be there for me and my younger ones yet you left damn too early. My life is not the life it was when you were here with me dear mom. You were always the one I ran to when my heart was aching or I just couldn't take anymore of life's hard knocks. You warmed my aching heart until the pain was absolved in d magic of your touch & d smooth comfort of your voice calling me "Temitope my wonderful boy" with this the burden which seems to weighed me down always seems to just melt down. Mummy, you have done so well, many things have happened that I couldn't write them on here. MUM,..... I guess I just needed to let you know how you are dearly missed and how you are loved. This so hard but I guess I need to tell you GOODBYE again today MOTHER'S DAY. All I know is you are not dead..........you are alive in our heart and walk with us each nd every mile of our life. I also believe you are praying for me in heaven..,... Mama, I am looking after your children here(TITILAYO, OLAKUNLE & JOY) Missing you Mum.... I promise to make you Proud if that would be allowed over there.